HEAVENLY FATHER I COME TO YOU HUMBLE AND PUT ON THE WHOLE ARMOR OF GOD WITHOUT ANY GRUDGES HOPELESSNESS, DOUBTS OR FEARS. I SOMETIMES FIND MYSELF AND DOUBT ABOUT MY MARRIAGE (HUSBAND 22 YRS) and how we relate to each other. I CAN HONESTLY SAY TO YOU (GOD) AND MYSELF I AM AFRAID OF LOOSING HIM MENTALLY AND SPRITUALLY AS I WALK THIS WALK WITH YOU. THERE IS A DISTANCE IN OUR FAITH. I DO BELIEVE AND MY SPOUSE DOES NOT. IT CAUSES A LOT DISTRESS IN OUR MARRIAGE. SOMETIMES I WOULD LIKE TO GIVE UP WITH HIM. HE DOES NOT ACKNOWLEGE THE ONE TRUE LIVING OF HEAVEN AND EARTH. PLEASE LORD HELP ME TO HAVE MORE PATIENCE WITH HIM SINCE HE WAS DIAGNOSED ALZ/DEMENTIA 5 YRS AGO. AND I HAVE SEEN THE VERY DARK CHANE IN HIS PERSONALITY. HE STILL DENIES THE OUT COME OF NEURO PSY EXAM. I STILL THINKS “THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME, but just a little memory lost. BUT WE BOTH KNOW THAT IS NOT TRUE. NOW HE HAS 2 DEFICITS ONE A NON-BELEIVER AND THE ANOTHER THAT HE IS SLOWING BUT SURELY LOSING HIS MIND CAUSE (GRAY MATTER) vascular blood loss. I LOVE HIM AND WANT THE BEST FOR HIM NOW AND WHEN HE LEAVES THIS EVIL WORLD. I PRAY FOR HIM AND YOU ALL PRAY FOR BOTH OF US. THANK YOU FELLOW WORSHIPPER. AMEN AND GOD BLESS U ALL.
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