i ask for prayer on my behalf, for guidance and direction, wisdom and discernment. My life seems to always be in depressive state. Being in a abusive relationship for many years does not help and i asked god to please help me find a way out of the situation. But i am still here and not sure how or why only that i feel i am becoming a permeant fixture and i fear it is a punishment. i thought i was fighting all the evil and negative daily language that is directed to me only to feel defeated and beaten down. How can i find a way out of here if i cant find my path and constantly having to recoup from the daily hurtfulness. Am i never going to walk out of here? is this where god wants me? Im 65 years old and each day is getting harder for me to navigate and not drown in sorrow. Am i feeling sorry for myself or do i have justification? I just dont know what, why, where, when or can i. Please send me some clarification god. Please dont forsake me, I’m sorry for having such selfishness when others in the world have far worse things happening. Please if you will, put me in a place of love, kindness and ability to help others,
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