Understanding

by Jenny ()

Dear Lord,
I have been at The Prairie Recovery Center since Sept. 21, 2023. During my stay here receiving treatment for drug and alcohol addiction. Throughout mu stay here, a feeling of sadness has come upon me, for I understand all the pain and sufferiring I have caused my wife. Before I left, she completely decided to cut of all communication with me, and it made me angry, so angry I decided to break the Ring Doorbell Camera and knock down the toaster off the counter as she was cooking dinner in it. There are no answers for my actions, the devil came and took hold of my emotions. I ask Lord for your forgiveness, I understand now what I have done, I put my wife in a position where she felt scared and possibly afraid for her life. Thougjh I have never physically harmed her for the 9 years of marriage, the emotional pain caised on that one occassion must of been scary for her to witness, so much that was all needed for her to file for divorce. I understand her decision, however, Lord you bound us together, i have not honored those.vows, forgive mr for I was in a dark place, I hope she can find it in her heart to forgive me and allow me back into her life so I can be the loving and caring hisband she married. I love her and pray for her, father please reach out to her, comfort her heaet and heal her mind, help her to find peace in her life and understand the most precious gift of allowing you into our llives, satan has done so mich harm for these past years, please send him away and allow the both of us both to always put you first. Amen

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