Small update… Please pray for us.. her mental health especially!
Most people knows me that I post something about my crush, our relationship didn’t go well foy about a year, I kept trying to be contact with her again but I didn’t made the step since I was afraid of rejection. But in the last couple of day I had to come over my fear of rejection and actually talk with her. Because it was critical I have to use the right words, I where knew she’s where very mad at me still, but at the end, I apologise from her. She didn’t accepted it, however I didn’t get blocked. Said “being friends again is far”. We where not friends officially which is understandable. Because the pain I did to her is not a easy way to forgive and fix. As far as I know she hates me a lot and pissed off because of my past behaivours, but I see something that might turn out good for us in the future, she gived me a small chance to talk with her. I guess it’s means she’s open for the new friendship for first, but it’s not gonna be easy to achieve the demaged I have caused for her.
Please keep praying for her mental health, ptsd that she have been suffered because of war, and for those what I made for her in the past, pray for her recovery, and that we will be friends again, then later I can get her trust to a lever where we can be a couple, so I can help her in her future mental health issues, and give her everything what she never got before in her life, a life full of happyness and warmth. Pray for good this to happen in this rough times, and that she won’t go back into the war zone again, since her suicidal thinking wants to brings her there. Pray for that she won’t go there and quit being suicidal… Thank you for reading and who kept praying for us..