Please pray for me that there’s a way for me to live and not to take my life:
i have dreamed to get married, be a mom (bearing many children) and grandparent one day since i was in college (in my early 20s). It’s a longing that has always come with me as a human being. Time has passed, but i am 49, still unmarried, while being very unfruitful in God’s kingdom, no matter how hard i try and how much i fast. I see there’s a big force to shorten my life and made my life completely unable to do God’s will and receive His true blessings of bearing Godly children. Please ask the Lord’s mercy for me…. Thank you very much for all your previous time. May the Lord rewards you greatly.