I am seeking prayer requests as I am going through a very rough time. I am currently trying to separate with a psychotic significant other that is obsessive and found out he has lots of fraud with the government and banks he applied with my name. I can’t get away from him and am financially reliant. When he gets insecure he floods to dating apps and sends nude pictures of me and pretends to be me to other people. He also does this on social media except minus the nudes and ruins any friendships I may have. One time he conversated with a friend of mine on a dating app for 2 weeks setting up a false date night (whom I was only interested in as a friend and wasn’t on the dating app) and had the friend show up for dinner only to be stood up because it wasn’t me. It ruined a 6yr friendship. I have had my car stolen the day after we faught and he chargebacked with the banks all my storage unit fees and I lost everything for a non profit I was getting ready to start. I lost 60k of my savings as well as personal items and was on the streets. I am a fool for taking him back and only did so because I found out I am hiv positive and scared nobody would love me. I have no one to talk too and nowhere to go and terrified of what he will do if I leave. I am also struggling with my faith as I am a gay man but as I read the Bible i am questioning all my life’s choices and don’t understand why i am gay. I was sexually abused multiple times as a child by multiple same sex people and wondering if that’s why I am gay. I just don’t understand or want to be gay anymore and hurt to accept the facts I’ll never get to be a dad or grandpa in this life. I have finally overcome lust and wish for prayers I stay on the right path with lustful thoughts. I am very suicidal and attempted suicide recently which failed. I’m sorry for the story, I am really struggling in so many aspects of my life even not listed as it hasn’t been easy. If you could pray for me and pray for strength against evil attacks and this unhealthy relationship I will greatly appreciate it. I am working hard in my born again faith but the devil and sins are everywhere especially in today’s times. God bless all of you and thanks for reading and potentially praying for me
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