I lived a hard life some out of my control and some my fault. Everytime I try to do right and things are going great it’s short lived. I never wanted much out of life except be successful and have a husband and kids that love me. Mostly to be a good person. I’ve been let down so much. I been abused and abandoned. I have no one in my life I can trust and I don’t know how it feels to be truly loved. I had faith but now I don’t even know if there is a god. The man I love and can’t stop loving betrayed me in the worst way and mentally broke me. He took my daughter. I love him and just wanted love back and be a family. I pray God can lay conviction on his hurt and change him. I don’t necessarily wany him back unless it in God’s will. I also pray for peace and guidance. I want to be good person and successful.