For the last several years, I have been in a job that I am not valued and have been frozen out and isolated. I am not included in meetings and people don’t respond to my messages. I feel so hurt and useless. I applied for a role that I am highly qualified for and have 2 connections that work at the company. It is perfect for my background and skillset and I believe that I would thrive there. I’ve had 3 interviews and emailed HR for an update on next steps on Thursday and haven’t heard back yet. I am so worried about how I’ll feel if I don’t get this job. I can’t imagine finding anything else that I’d like as much and I can’t imagine going on like I have been and can’t quit. It is killing me inside and I’ve had so many thoughts of suicide. I feel worthless and depressed and if this passes me by – I’ll lose all hope. I just pray so much for a miracle. That God will touch the heart of the hiring manager (Kevin) and that he will feel an overwhelming sense that I am right for this role. I can’t handle much more of this feeling. I don’t have family or friends to lean on and my work is so important for me. Please God – I am begging for a miracle. Please give me hope.
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