I am facing a lot. I am a single mother of three ages 22 (college), 20(high school), and 6 years old. I miscarried two weeks ago. I am unemployed due to needing major foot and leg surgery and choosing to not have surgery and return to work. My car is 22 years old and needs lots of major repairs. I feel stuck. Like I cannot move forward. I have anxiety about going back to work. I feel like a fool for loving a man and having friends. I don’t know if I’m being irrational. I just feel alone and confused. I feel tired. Tired of the way my life has been and I want a change. I want to move out of this apartment and into a house so we can have our own room and space. I need God’s direction. I need to hear His voice. I want to read my Bible and understand and get wisdom and knowledge. I want a church home that preaches the gospel and I’m not constantly judged and critiqued. I need help. I need God.