Dear Lord Jesus, you know what’s in my heart & circumstances, my son’s have always lived with me until my mom got out of hospice & I took care of her 3 yrs ago finally having empty nest at 63 has been great. Son got illegally evicted & came straight over here, it’s been 2 weeks, I cry everyday, anxiety level is sky high so pray cheap apartment close to his job comes up b/c it’s so bad I can’t do my own stuff or even think straight. To top it off I’m waiting for SSDI to make decision, while I’m behind on all my bills & haven’t had running water for 3 months. I can’t take it, started GoFundMe page but no one had donated to it. My electric gets shut off in week b/c my rent is $530, I only make $761 a month which leaves me $200 to pay insurance, electric, gas, phone, water & dry goods like toilet paper & such. I was praying everyday, reading bible, happy & grateful. With no water, no money & no peace w/son here. I feel like I have to start all over cleaning, going th things & throw things away. Wish I had more faith that I will get my disability, my son moving out & enough money to pay my bills until SSDI determination. I’m drowning, my friend & Savior helps me however I feel if I’m crying all the time I’m not trusting him to take my burdens away. Please Lord Jesus in your name I need peace & security, so they don’t shut off anymore utilities, I’m tired of hauling water to flush toilet & clean myself. I’m grateful I have had source to fill my jugs but that’s going away this week. Jesus you know I feel & what is going on I just leave it all at your feet because I can’t do it anymore. In your precious name I pray. Amen
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