Dear Jesus,
I have lived my life in unbelief. Many times I have tried to come to You but my father would not allow me to believe in You. He passed away five years ago. I wish to believe in You but I fear it may be too late and You may have grown tired of waiting. Please forgive me and help me overcome my doubts. I know in my mind that You are the truth, please help my heart know this too. I’m sorry for living in darkness and doubt. Please also forgive my father for his sins in discouraging a child from coming to You.
If it be Your will, please help me overcome doubt.
Amen.