I pray that Josh starts to open up to me more. I pray that he is led back to me. I pray that he talks to me more and that tomorrow we do get to talk on the phone and that it is a happy conversation and that it makes him feel good to talk to me. I pray that I can find the right things to say to be the person that he wants and needs right now while he is going through his struggles. I pray that he talks to me more, he misses me, he wants me in his life daily. I pray that I can find the perfect thing to say for him to agree to going on a date with me while we are starting over. I am hurting and I pray for this more than anything.