Heavenly Father in Jesus name I pray. Please hear my prayer and come quickly dear Lord. Yesterday was terrible. I woke up crying. I don’t feel love from Mike anymore and i don’t feel wanted. I truly believe that he is my soulmate and I’ve held to that for my entire life. I know he is. But lately I feel like there is a distance between us that is more than before and I don’t want to leave. I’m getting older and I want to try to make this work. I’ve invested too much time to let it go and go off into the world and be alone. I don’t have family and I only have my daughter. She’s trying to start her life and I can’t impose on her. I feel helpless. Please help me. It was my understanding in our conversation yesterday that Mike doesn’t want to have any intimacy with me anymore but he still cares or whatever. I don’t understand it and I strongly feel that right now his head is messed up so much that he has no idea what he’s saying and it makes me wonder if he ever had any idea of what he was doing. I realize that he’s been through a lot recently and I appreciate that because I’ve been through a lot as well. I need You. I need You to straighten this out. I’m not signing up for a nervous breakdown and I’m just not going to let it happen but I can’t do it alone. Show me what to do. If it’s menopause then heal me. If it’s a relationship issue then resolve it. I’ll fake it until I can make it. Knowing that You are healing this situation and my life. I have faith and I’m prepared to walk the walk and talk the talk and get to where I need to. I have to stop obsessing about Mike and his fake feelings. I realize that in the past I’ve been the stronger one and led the relationship. I realize that he is weak and I am forced to do it again. He’s no knight in shining armor and he is not going to save me. I realize that only You can save me and I beg You to please come quickly and help me. I. Jesus name I pray. I will wait for You endlessly.
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