My mom passed away this March 21 2024 very unexpected. I not only lost my mom that day but my dad too. That was the last time my dad actually looked me in the eye and gave me a hug. After that my Aunt (my mom’s sister) has been causing lots of conflict between me and my dad. Not only that I suspect my dad and her were having a affair when my mom was in the hospital for 3 months if not they were doing something that was not what a husband shoukd be doing, I caught both in several lies and such it’s a long list. But I’m having a hard time forgiving and letting go of the hurt and my dad not being the man I grew up with. I thought our bond was a lot thicker than it actually is. My aunt is putting things in his mind and literally dictating everything with him. I also accused them both of killing my mom, and even though I know when God calls us home we can’t stop it I am just angry that my dad was supposed to stay with my mom at night(she had really bad anxiety and panic attacks after she had problems with her open heart surgery) and my aunt was there to help out with watching the dog which they pulled the kid card on me since I have 2 kids and yes we are busy but I have always been able to help my parents by the way I’m an only child. But my aunt convinced my dad that I couldn’t do it because of my disability I have chronic migraines so I’m on disability and my migraines are every day. Anyways I thought since my aunt finally left and went back to her home 3hrs away she would be done. But my dad and her talk all the time, he never calls me or checks on his grand kids and it breaks my heart because he was my superman and I haven’t been able to grieve my mom properly or help my kids because I’m so angry and have really bad thoughts about those two I just can’t forgive and I ha very prayed hard for help and help that my dad comes to his senses and realizes what my aunt is doing. I just need help.
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