Dearest Jesus please take Josh to Heaven to be with you .I am so grieved & shocked & very sad that over years my prayers weren’t answered .My prayers must not be too good as I surrendered my children almost daily to the care of You I’m not sure what to do Lord Learn to pray differently Iam always pleading for a stronger love for you & a deeper faith & to be comforted by it but I persevere but nothing changes ! Heavenly Father throu ZJesus please be with me Help me to be strong in faith so I can help other family members especially Tom & please never leave my side .