I’m not going to make this up , I need prayer for my husband to become more patient with me and my sons.
He’s always been there for us and he used to go to Church with us. He does not now and we are falling apart really fast. It’s a dreadful mentally abuse cycle!! I want to just jump off of the bike and run away with my boys. My husband is so controlling , he gets upset if I or my boys want to eat soaghetti out of a bowl ..
He absolutely Hates my family, his eyes turn dark speaking of them. We’ve been married for 12 years and we’re 47 years old. My boys are 19 and 26. I am honored to be his son’s step- mom and he is 18.
I’m a caring, super sensitive soul. I am a school counselor and I love my job so much and working with the kids that are in great need of shelter, food and water . Each day there’s abuse and drug overdoses that the families have and the kids come to school telling me their parents had a needle in their arm and they called 911, and they hope they aren’t dead. They are from 3-5th graders and this is a very stressful and giving job. I’m more concerned about the kids at school and where they’ll go next or what type of bed or car they’ll be sleeping in each night. I’m always giving money for them to stay at hotels until I can find the families a home. I do call CPS and follow the process of course. But, this world is getting worse with poverty and despair and I need prayer and courage for myself to have enough energy and strength to continue my daily job. I’m so thankful God has given me these talents and opportunities to be able to take care of the children.
I need prayer for my brother as well. He was out in jail almost three years ago. The first time in my whole entire family to ever be put in prison.
It’s horrible and my whole family suffers and cries for him each day. He has 25 years. We grew up in the church of Christ and todd was an amazing brother and we also have an amazing sister. Our parents , our dad is still living and our mom passed away at 62, almost 12 years ago.. she was everything . We were all school counselors . It has been horrendous and such a hardship learning what inmates go through as well. We are here for my brother and we go visit him as often as we can. He has always depended on the Lord and he was very lost at this time of his life and non of us knew what was happening, but we saw desperation and despair in Todd’s eyes for help! He once said, Tara I would pick up the Bible and put it down because the Lord and I am ashamed of what I pretend I do. But , this was talking with him after he was out in jail for child porn. Only online and he never touched or met anyone….
We were never molested and he never touched us he’s the youngest and we know us sisters, lol wouldn’t ever had let that happen. We’re all best friends and poof hes gone! Todd and I worked in the same county , so everything , I mean I had to go in with such courage and bravery that only Jesus could give me strength to go into counseling meetings and into the school.
I was scolded and teachers principals parents would say to my face , the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree!! So Tara should have to go too!!!
It has affected my healthc shaken my world and my boys and my niece and nephews . All of his friends left his side immediately, even before the verdict was out.. except two! WOW! But you know who has never left us!! Jesus!! Jesus!
Please pray for my marriage , my boys and keeping them well and healthy and well. One more huge prayer needing for my friend and the boys friend
Stephanie is his mom of Kai and he passed away two days before Christmas he was 19 yrs old.
So, there’s a lot of struggle as you can see,
We need prayer for encouragement, safety, healing, anxiety, depression, confusion.. I’m conflicted in many ways about my husband and my future.
Please help me pray about what I need to do!! Walk away and stay in peace for myself or pray that he will change eventhough he says he’d never.
I know the Lord can do impossibles thank you for taking time to read and pray!!! 🙏 I’ll pray for the reader as well!!
Thank you
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