I am 65 years old & at the end of a , no options left divorce. Our marriage of 32 years was tainted with psychological abuse, alcohol & drugs. Due to loneliness & the fact that he has a good side, I stayed. The anger issue got worse to the point he said, I’ll kill you before police could get here. I recently had major surgery on my head & I can longer risk it. He’s promised many times to change but it returns everytime. I’m voluntarily leaving my home because I couldn’t afford to stay but with my very low income I will have to stay with my daughter for awhile. I’m having an extremely difficult time with this despite all my prayers. I’m begging for all the prayers I can get. Thank you so much in advance.