Lord,
Please forgive me where I fall short. Help me to be a better person and not be so self-centered. I have felt so weak in the past few months, and I have hurt the man that I love deeply. Please help me save this relationship and stop being self-destructive. Help me to make him a better man and for both of us to find our joy. Lord, I need to you clean me from the inside out of anything that is damaging my spirit. Renew and restore our relationship and let us rebuild what was at one time so very special. Lead me to be his helper. In Jesus Name I pray.