Dear heavenly Lord,
I want to praise you. All glory to you the true almighty god. Please forgive me for the new sins like smoking or getting angry. I feel like losing hope and dont be sure if i am still your child. Please free me from my anger and from the addictions i know i cant do it in my own strength please keep me in the spirit and lend me in spirit i cant do it without you i want to surrender to you i am done with fighting against you. Please strength my trust and faith and dont let my fire for you grow cold. I know in your eyes we are enough only because of Jesus halleluja for your finished work on the cross. I want to turn away from the sins. I am struggling with the addiction i hate it tho my flesh loves it but i want to live with you thats why i invited you in my life last year in the first place. I want my heart to be open and soft for you and not to harden it. Let me love other like you want us to. To praise you in everything so dont let shame stop me from doing that and to stay in truth. To hate sin like you do. I will again put my trust in you so please pour your holy spirit on me and let me put on the cross daily. For your glory. You are the king and i want to follow only you. Thanks for everything. And please bless all the people who do me wrong or who havent met you yet. In jesus name, amen.