Last year my husband took his own life. We were going through a rough patch, we were gonna take some time apart. And now I am overwhelmed with heartache and guilt. I have a constant heavy weight on my heart, feeling the pain he must have been feeling to do what he did. And am mentally tormented. It’s hard for me to breathe. I pray on it, I talk to God, and my husband, Robert Ward. I pray and ask for forgiveness. I am consumed by guilt and heartache and the loss of the future we were supposed to have together. Please, I pray to have this weight lifted off my heart and mind. I pray that he is at peace and no longer suffering due to his mental health, and I pray for the ability to feel he is at peace so I can let go of the pain that led him to such tragedy and I too can be at peace. I pray for the ability to forgive myself.
In Jesus almighty name,
Amen
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