I lost my husband almost 6 years ago now. That threw my one son back into his alcoholism he’s doing better now praise the Lord but it also at the loss of my husband threw me into grasping for love in any way I could find it making very poor choices. I finally found one man I enjoyed spending time with and have only been seen him for 2 years but he is lost interest in me. I had to move away from my alcoholic son. My husband was the breadwinner so I had to move in with my sister they are very good to me but I miss kind of being independent but still longing for a partner my heart breaks to have someone to love and to be loved by. I hate being dependent on others I want to be self sufficient but then I want a partner my heart is torn
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